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The Spiral Within
Featuring Kellianna and the Dragon Ritual Drummers
November 7-10, 2008
Camp Allegany, Allegany State Park
Salamanca, NY 14779
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We're proud to announce that the Enchanted Mountain Goddess Conference is open for registration.
The Goddess Conference is a weekend event in Allegany State Park (Southwest NY) that focuses on the Reawakening of the Divine Feminine within us all. Through soul-deepening workshops, connection with pristine landscape, and performances by truly amazing Goddess-honoring Earth-centered artists, we begin to reclaim the surrounding Enchanted Mountains as Sacred Space.
Featured Performances:
*Candlelight concert with Kellianna and special guests the Dragon Ritual Drummers*
Date: Saturday November 8th, 2008
Time: 8-10pm
Location: Allegany State Park- Administration Building, Salamanca, NY 14779
Concert tickets: This performance is free to registered conference participants
If
you're not registering for the conference: $20 for the pre-purchased
concert tickets, $25 at the door. You may purchase concert tickets by
going to www.enchantedgoddesscon.com and clicking on REGISTER
*GoddessStory: Pre-Patriarchal Stories in the Cave of Elders*
Date: Sunday November 9th, 2008
Location: Conference Campus (Camp Allegany)- Allegany State Park, Salamanca, NY 14779
Tickets: this performance is only open to registered conference participants
Featured Workshops:
- The Triple Goddess: The Spirit of the Spiral with Lady Annabelle
- Reveling in Our Authentic Self with Margo Wolfe
- Nourishing the Body Sustainably: Body as Goddess with MaryJo Graham
- Spirit Mapping with Jil St. Ledger-Roty
- Meeting Jaguar for Weighing of the Heart with HPS Donata Ahern
- Pagan Prayer Beads with Rev. Rachael Wright
- Goddess Bread Making with Green Owl Mother
- Embark on a Vision Quest with Sunnie Willow
- Womandala with Colleen Daly-Perry
- Working With Your Shadow with C. Davis Sprague
- Dance meditation Journey with M E Carges
- A Guided Astral Journey to the Mystical Lair of the Historic Niagara Dragon Behind Niagara Falls with the Dragon Ritual Drummers
- SpiritSong: Freeing the Voice, Sounding the Spirit with Kellianna
- Drumming the Heartbeat of Mother Earth with Rev. Rebekah Benner
- Pagan Landscape Design with Kris Gilbert
Conference registration is now online at www.enchantedgoddesscon.com
Camp Allegany is a private dormitory-style compound featuring 4 workshop rooms, a dining hall and 2 large dormitories. The dorms sleep 5 people each, are heated, have electrical outlets, bathroom and hot shower facilities. It's more like a nice hostel than camping.
Accommodations are shared- there are no single rooms available. If you choose to stay off-campus, you can stay in the park by registering for a cabin at www.reserveamerica.com. Go to www.enchantedgoddesscon.com for more information about the accommodations and registering.
Sponsors of the conference may contact Stephanie Hamberger, Conference Director at soulpilgrim@gmail.com to submit an advertisement in our conference program. Ad rates and information can be found at www.enchantedgoddesscon.com under the Vendors section.
Contact us
to Vend, Sponsor or Volunteer:Director: Stephanie Hamberger soulpilgrim@gmail.com
Tell you friends, tell your neighbors, the Enchanted Mountain Goddess Conference will be announcing its 2008 jam-packed and amazing schedule and opening for registration on August 15th! To get on the mailing announcement list, click here.
Thanks to all who submitted workshop proposals for the 2008 conference. We have a wonderful selection to choose from and it will be a very hard decision indeed. I look forward to making the announcement on June 1st about the final program and the opening of registration. Remember, if you want to be notified of the upcoming registration for 2008, please make sure to get on our mailing list. Just click here or go to www.enchantedgoddesscon.com and click on the CONTACT page.
We're looking for a few great folks who have something the want to share with a larger audience at the next conference. If you have a groundbreaking lecture, a profound ritual, a mindblowing workshop (all God/dess-honoring, of course!), click here to learn more about the Presenters Work Exchange.
We're happy to announce that the next Enchanted Mountain Goddess Conference is in the planning stages as we speak. The one thing we know for sure is that it will happen Veterans' Day weekend:
at
Camp Allegany, Allegany State Park NY
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Saturday Workshop Descriptions
Reclaiming the Crone 9/1 9-10:30
Oh, how we fear old age, most especially because the world teaches us
that the image of the old woman is ugly, less-than-human, and even
witchlike (in the Disney sense.)
But time has reversed the ancient reverence for the aged woman.
Crone (now a put-down term) means “crown,” the crown of silver hair
which indicates wisdom. In this third stage of life, the elder
woman had great responsibilities, was archivist for her people, knew
the healing arts, and birthed people both into earth-life and the
life-hereafter.
- No participant limit, Children Welcome
Joan Goldberg has been a professional storyteller for nearly thirty
years. Her work is centered on the feminine, the goddess, the
crone, and other such archetypes. She has taught widely, from
convents to prisons, and enjoys being a subversive with her
ideas. Much research has taught her the exciting ideas she tries
to pass on.
Old Country Faerie Magick 9/1 11-1
This workshop is about Country Faerie Magik, briefly touching on the
Faerie Tradition that Victor Andersonhelped to construct. It will cover
what Faerie majik is and is not, and on how to connect with and come
under the protection of the Fae from a family aspect. Green Owl Mother
will illustrate who the Fae are, how they should be called upon,
honored, and respected. She will demonstrate how to bring the Fae into
our life by creating a fairie garden, a Fae altar for an infant, a
young child, a teenager, and an adult, and discusses how to honor the
Fae during the holy days. She will show how you can recognize the
movements of Fae in your environment no matter where you are.
Honoring the Fae through eco-responsibility, protecting those who
cannot protect themselves, and keeping a promise to yourself by caring
for your physical and emotional needs and not allowing yourself to be
open to spiritual sickness will also be covered.
She will show photos of fairie circles, children's altars, and fairie
gardens and provide information on the largest gathering of Fae
worshipers here in North America, on protecting oneself from and
welcoming in fairies, as well as the history of Fae worship. This is
not about the modern warped view of the Fae (aka Disneyfied)- it
focuses on the complexities of fairiedom.
Wonderful for introducing very young children to the Fae as well as for
people of all ages to help them apprectiate Earth Majik in a different
way.
- No participant limit, Children welcome
Green Owl Mother has practiced Faerie Majik and Picta for about twelve years or so and Moon Majik for aboutthe past six. She's been a member of the Pagan Community in Buffalo for seven years, and for the last three she's been mostly involved with Serpents Vine Family Pagans; a community made up of Buffalo and WNY area Pagans that get involved with family oriented activities. For three years she ran International Night Dinners out of her home, each dinner celebrating a different culture every month! She held an annual Thanksgiving Dinner, feeding not only the thirty people that came but also collecting food for local food pantries. She runs Craft Nights, a chance for adults to work on their hobbies while talking about the Craft. She was a regularly contributing writer for Pagan WNY's Pagan Press and also created the WNY Pagan Library, which can be found at http://www.wnypaganlibrary.faithweb.com/ .
More infomation about Green Owl Mother and her work can be found at http://www.geocities.com/akplatz/
SpiritDance: Shamanic Dance 9/1 11-12:30
Join us for this amazing opportunity to reconnect with your source
through the timeless healing practice of shamanic dance. During
this practice, participants are encouraged to use a blindfold while
using movement to express and explore their inner experience. The
blindfold helps ease feelings of self-consciousness and promotes a
sense of disorientation. Disorientation helps dancers explore
life from a fresh perspective. It is an opportunity to be truly
present to what is and to connect with your true essence.
Workshop facilitators help ensure a safe space for participants to move
freely during this process.
- Limit 15 participants
Rythms of the Goddess aka Djembe 101: Simple African Polyrhythms 9/1 2-3
First-timers, beginners and intermediate drummers; handplacement and
proper techniques; building a rhythm. Learning to smile and laugh and
sing while drumming!
Let your spirit soar through your drum! Learn new ways to enrich your
drumming experience by the use of 3 or 4 part African and Cuban rhythms
to interject new life, and spirit into your drum circle. You should
have some type of djembe, ashiko or other tall drum for this workshop.
Some drums will be provided.
- There is no limit to the number of participants, Children welcome, bring a drum if you are able
Rev. Rebekah Benner is an ordained Pagan minister affilated through
love and trust with the Unitarian Universalist Churches, lives in
Akron, Ohio, and travels to the UU churches of the U.S. and Canada as a
guest minister for Sunday services, to lead drumming workshops and
rituals. She also presents classes for other churches, schools and
universities in Witchcraft, Demystifying Paganism and facilitates
community drum circles.
A Certified Professional Grief Recovery Specialist, she is an on-call
Pagan Chaplain for the Akron hospital systems. She has been a
ritualist/priestess for 30+ years and specializes in "ritual theatre".
A drummer for over 15 years, she concentrates in teaching basic djembe,
song and chant, and empowering women to DRUM!!!
Her teachers include Michael Markus of NYC, Sally Childs-Helton
(founder of the Midwest Drum and Dance Festival in Indiana), Ubaka
Hill, Layne Redmond, and many African Master Drummers, mostly from West
Guinea. Rebekah is founder of WomenDrum! Retreat held at Brushwood
Folklore Center every June.
Through her company, Terra Amma Grove ~ The Healing Journey, she
employs diverse interfaith and cultural techniques ~ voice, drum,
gemstones, singing bowls, guided meditation ~ to facilitate healing,
find inner peace and bring joy and laughter to the world and creates
organic art with "leather, feathers, stones and bones".
http://groups.msn.com/TerraAmmaGrove
HUICHOL SHAMANIC JOURNEY & FIRE CEREMONY OF RELEASE 9/1 4-5:30
-With HPS Donata Ahern
Travel in a shaman journey to an ancient ruin in the Mayan jungle where
you will participate in a Huichol Fire Ceremony of Release. In
this ceremony, you choose what you wish to release in your life- an
emotion, situation, or pattern of behavior, and symbolically burn a
bundle you collect. As part of the Fire Ceremony you will have the
option to release past life promises and vows that may be holding you
back or limiting your choices in this lifetime. The Huichol Animal
Guardians will be your guides and helpers. You will need a small bundle
of twigs, (or paper if indoors), to burn in the ceremony.
- No participant limit
Sunday Workshop Descriptions
Make Your Own Medicine Bag 9/2 10:30-12:30
-a magickal crafting workshop, with Sunnie Willow
Need a place to carry your most sacred objects? . A
medicine bag is like your spiritual power pack. It is a place to
carry your most sacred power objects. And just think of just how
special this bag will be when you make it yourself. In this
workshop, each person will make their own small buckskin pouch with
drawstring, feathers and beads that is just the right size to wear
around your neck and hang about your heart chakra. In this workshop you
will also learn a little bit about the history and use of medicine
bags. Not only will you learn to make your own genuine buckskin
medicine bag, but also cleanse and consecrate them for your own
spiritual use. All buckskin, beads and feathers are included in
this workshop.
- $5 materials fee Limit 15 participants, Children Welcome
SpiritSong Workshop
Freeing the Voice, Sounding the Spirit with Kellianna 9/2 11am-12:30pm
Music, song and sound have been used by countless cultures as
extraordinarily effective vehicles for healing, communal bonding, and
spiritual awakening. Author, composer, singer and sound-healer Shawna
Carol has emerged as a leading figure in the contemporary
revitalization of the art of sacred song as a transformative tool. She
has developed “SpiritSong,” a unique approach to singing and toning
based on a method of “singing without words;” a powerful
technique that permits us to reconnect to the most primal form of
singing. SpiritSong uses the voice to sound what you are feeling
in the moment and this unlocks your power and unique beauty.
The Way of Song is based on the premise that singing has two primary
purposes: first, to release any disease we are carrying, and
second to connect us with the Creative Source. In a sacred song circle
we will create a community in song as we practice loving witness of
ourselves and one another.
The act of being witness to someone’s song is s a great honor. It is a
sacred trust. It is a practice of a very special kind of loving, to
empower someone to be freely themselves in the moment. As we witness
one another a communion of healing and unity is created. Our hearts
truly open to each other as we embrace each other’s song
Kellianna uses guided meditation, chanting and toning exercises
to create a warm, safe space that allows participants to discover their
own unique “essence song.” Find out why Julia Cameron say’s “This
is an extremely powerful technique.” (—Julia Cameron, author of The
Artist’s Way)
Shawna Carol's book about this technique, “The Way of Song: A Guide to
Freeing the Voice and Sounding the Spirit” is available from St.
Martin’s Press.
Kellianna is a singer/songwriter performing Goddess inspired Folk Music
at venues such as The 2003, 2004 & 2005 Goddess Conference in
Glastonbury, England and the 2004 & 2005 Women of Wisdom Conference
in Seattle, Washington. Kellianna is experienced in the art of
chant and songleading in a group setting.
- No participant limit, Children Welcome
The LifeWheel Process: From The Visioning Workshops by Lisa Margaret 9/2 2-4
The Life Wheel Process is a tool for life assessment.
As part of the journey toward awakening our true soul-being, we need to
clean the cobwebs-the emotional and physical blocks that stand in our
way blocking our path. As the clutter of life piles up it creates
blocks in our ability to hear true divine guidance. In order to awaken
the light parts of our divine selves, we need to let go of what is not
serving us for our highest good.
For those of us who are healers and light workers clearing ourselves
regularly opens the path of our authentic soul life purpose.
We are at the beginning of the new feminine century, because of this,
there is resistance. Not only does the feminine spirit carry the crimes
and abuse from our past lives into this life, but we also carry the
fear and dominant male consciousness of the planet. When the feminine
once again can open up and take her stand among the male energies of
this planet, side by side in compete unison, we will see peace.
In order to do this we must face the fact, that women hold the key for
the world to be able to heal. It is our power that we need to embrace.
In order to do this fully, we need to heal the past, we need to unleash
what binds us and keeps us hiding.
Like many women, I was burned at the stake for being a spiritual
healer-a witch, in one of my past lives. This and other past life fears
have stood in my way and kept me from shining my light. Knowing how
much we are needed to heal the planet, I have made the choice today to
heal my life completely. With this decision, I have not only been
healing from my past but I have awakened the goddess divine within me.
With The Life Wheel Assessment, we will look at every area of our lives
to praise what is working, and to discover what is off balance. We will
then journal to find solutions on how to change or heal the parts or
our life needs our attention. To complete this process we will then
design a Spirit Stick with beads, yarn, feathers that will symbolize
our new life. This is a native ritual that inspires change and help
from our spiritual helpers. When we are finished we will hold a
ceremonial prayer, place our spirit sticks in a place that will catch
the morning sun. It is said that the morning sun will then take your
prayers to the creator.
You are more then welcome to bring spiral notebooks-journals,
beads, yarns, whatever you have to decorate your spirit stick and/or to
share with others.
I will provide the materials I have with some loose paper for journaling.
- Limit 20 participants, Children Welcome
Spirit Mapping 9/2 2-4
SPIRIT MAPPING is a divination tool. We use the labryinth to slow down
and become receptive to what the spirits of the land, the ancestors and
mysterious ones have to tell us. We use pictograhs and I'll go
over some of the more common ones before we start. Typically we
draw with colored chalk ; this time however we are going to use natural
materials as our means of drawing. This has its own time
frame. At the end we gater together and scribe.
ON LABYRINTHS (from Avant-Gardening.com):
A labyrinth is an archetype (from the Latin: archetyp, meaning an
original pattern) with which we can have a direct experience. It is an
ancient symbol that relates to wholeness, combining the imagery of the
circle and the spiral, into a purposeful path.
We walk it. It is a metaphor of life's journey, a pattern that creates
a symbolic space. Concentrating on the path is an 'action-meditation'
allowing us to focus on the moment. At the center one reaches a place
for reflection. It is also a mandala - a schematized representation of
the cosmos characterized by a concentric organization of geometric
shapes.
Labyrinths can be used to heighten awareness, encourage meditative
states, and promote psychological and spiritual growth. To build a
labyrinth is to create a meaningful space. To walk a labyrinth is to
imbue it with value and meaning.
The more a labyrinth is used the more helpful it becomes as a tool for
personal transformation. Labyrinths can be used as a tool to balance
the right and left-brain hemispheres - the intuitive and rational.
Going in one way activates one side of the brain, and going back out
activates the other.
No participant limit.
BELLYDANCE & BLOOD STORIES 9/2 4-5:30
-With Kassia and Eileen Stewart, CNM
Reawaken the womb through sacred story and movement. Moon-Blood and its
undulating ebb and flow connect us in every cycle of life to the
Goddess, but we have been taught otherwise. As Maidens we were taught
to fear and loathe our bodies and that blood is dangerous. As Mothers
we restrict our flows through chemicals and learn to hide our MoonTimes
from the world. As Crones we become the DryedUpHag, our wombs sometimes
removed from us because they are no longer of use… where is the respect
and honor of this most sacred of spaces? In this workshop we will
awaken the sacred blood that gave life to us. We will heal from our
wounds and reclaim our sacred wombspace.
- No participant limit, Womon-only workshop, Children welcome
TainoTi Medicine Wheel 9/2 4-5:30pm
Spider will share the Taino Medicine Wheel which includes the teachings
of the Food Mothers who carry the baskets of sacred foods and healing
ways to honor our connection with MotherEarth.
Spider has devoted the past twenty five years to working with Elders of
many traditions to keep Earth honoring traditions alive. She is a
ceremony leader and spiritual counselor with the Taino tradition of the
Caney Indian Spiritual Circle, a national organization dedicated to
preserving Taino spiritual traditions and offering monthly ceremonies
that honor the cycles of MotherEarth.
Spider has is the author of Songs of Bleeding, a book about the Taino
Women's Ceremonies, Grandmother Spider And The Web Of Life, The Taino
Glyphs of The Caney Circle (with cards for readings), and Vortex
Energy; Creating A Doorway For Transformation And Evolution. For
Children, Spider has written All Our Relations and yet unpublished
Animal Teachers Cards For Kids.
- No participant limit, Children Welcome
Elemental Journey Workshops
(taking place on both Saturday & Sunday)
The elements suround us from the moment we are conceived until the
moment we pass onto our next life. The affect our lives in ways seen
and unseen, and each carries a different yet similar coexistent meaning
to cultures around the world. To honor the Earth is to honor the
Elements. Water's fluid dreamlike transcendancy, fire's transformative
power, earth's silent stillness and air's soft and light caress all
carry our prayers back to the Source- the Mother Goddess, the Earth.
In honor of the Elements, the Conference will examine our relationship
with each of them in very different ways. Only after connecting deeply
with the Elements in their natural wild home can we begin to understand
the integral part they play on our Earthwalk.
FIREMAKING AND OFFERINGS TO GIVE THE FIRE 9/1 2-4
- with Denise Ashman of Heartwood Wilderness Skills School
Denise will lead us into a journey of deep ecology and respect for our
Ancestor's ancient skills with this primitive firemaking class. Using
bow and drill, we will learn how to create fire.
Once our fire is created we will give ceremonial offerings.
- Limit 15 participants, Children Welcome
AIR: BREATHWORK AND PRAYER FLAGS 9/2 9-10:15
Beginning by listening to what our own breathing is telling us, we will
trance into creating personal prayer flags. This is a workshop that can
last all day- come back to the art room if you feel inspred! We will be
donating one prayer flag to the NineWoodsForest Roundhouse ritual space!
- Limit 25 participants, $3 materials fee, Children welcome
EARTH: ALTAR STONES AND MOONWATER LEAVES 9/1 9-10:30
Using ancient symbols and personal icons that we hold sacred we will
create altar or stepping stones and leaf-shaped moonwater holders, or
as some like to call them, bird baths! These objects will be made using
simple natural materials. It takes 24 hours for these to set up enough
to move. Bring small objects that inspire you, all materials provided
otherwise.
-$5 materials fee, Limit 20 participants, Children Welcome
WATER: HEALING WATERFALL JOURNEY 9/2 9-10:30
-with HPS Donata Ahern
Travel in a shamanic journey to a waterfall deep in the Mayan jungles
of Guatemala. This waterfall, with its three healing pools, offers you
transformational healing and integration. You often demand perfection
of yourself, which results in denial and suppression of the parts of
yourself you consider unacceptable. This leaves you feeling unworthy,
inadequate, and in pain. In the healing pools you will learn to
recognize and accept the mental, emotional, and spiritual parts you
deny, and discover the gift each part offers you. The animal Guardians
will aid you in your healing.
- No participant limit
DONATA AHERN M.S.W., C.H.T., is a Wiccan HPS in the Alexandrian and Gardnerian Traditions, HPS of the Maya Temple of the Deer, and a Druid Companion of OBOD. She trained in the Huichol and Inka shamanic lineages of Alberto Villoldo, Don Juan, Don Jose Matsua, and Dona Josefa. She is a member of the Native American Council of the Monarch Bear Foundation. She has developed a personal interpretation of the Maya Child’s Count of the Medicine Wheel, with application for problem solving on both the spiritual and practical levels. Donata has presented workshops since 1990 at Pagan Festivals in U.S. and Canada, and was the key note speaker at Druidcon ’05 in Glasgow.
(no need to register)
Henna Party, Rune Readings and Mini-Tarot Sessions
As part of the conference we are offering free henna tattoos, Rune Readings and Mini-Tarot sessions. Sign up in the Dining Hall to get an appointment!
Stories of the Goddess 9/1 & 9/2 Around the Fire Circle
With folktales and goddess stories, filled with a sneaky humor and
great depth, we will learn how history has undone her and eliminated
her from view, and learn how we might reclaim this powerful image of
the Wise Woman for ourselves and our daughters.
Demeter and Corn Mother will arrive at our hearth. Not the
classical Greek Demeter, but the more ancient one. This might called
Demeter: the Real Story. Plus, we will tell stories and talk
about how the Goddess is alive in us, as Maiden, Mother, and Crone, as
she manifests herself through our lives today. We'll especially
talk about the Crone, both to allay the fears of younger women, and to
reinforce the wisdom of those who are finally Crones. Many
stories, some funny, all deep, with the sneaky wisdom which occurs in
all the old tales.
-You do not need to register for this workshop, Children welcome
Watch in your inbox on Saturday August 25th for the Welcome packet we
are sending each one of you who have pre-registered. It will feature a
link to an ONLINE REGISTRATION FORM for those of you who want to make
sure you get a space in the limited-space workshops. You will have an
opportunity to register online for those workshops so you've got first
dibs! THATS the benefit of early registration!
Also included with your welcome packet will be a packing list, driving
directions and a list of grocery stores and restaurants in the area.
Keep those eyes peeled!
~Brightest Blessings~
Stephanie
This came in my "Daily OM" message today- how appropriate! check out Daily OM at www.dailyom.com
August 22, 2007
Divine Feminine Force
Shakti
The divine feminine goes by many names in many spiritual traditions, but at the heart of nearly all of these, Shakti can found. Hinduism specifically recognized the dynamic and potent feminine power that exists in all beings and deified it in the form of a goddess. Shakti, however, is not merely a single deity, playing a single role in the lives of humankind. Rather, she represents the fundamental creative force that is the root of all creation in the universe. In art, Shakti has taken on the outward appearance of many goddesses, but her anthropomorphized form is far less significant than the essential form she takes within each of us. Shakti's presence in our lives can be experienced in a deep and personal way, but we must first reach out to her so that we can draw upon the vital animating energy that is her gift to us.
There is no one motive that drives all beings to expend effort in the act of creation, which is precisely why Shakti can be the embodiment of power that is both constructive and destructive. Giving substance to inspiration helps to restore balance—sometimes by breaking matter or ideas down into their base components and sometimes by building them up into an object never before seen in the world. Shakti energy is intense yet multifaceted. It is simultaneously subtly illuminating and darkly fierce. There is a temptation among those touching the Shakti within themselves to ignore those elements of this powerful force that do not suit them. But to disregard this energy is to reject the fact that the elements of existence that are the most transformative and life-affirming are often those that are intensely challenging. If our aim is to become consciously balanced, we must accept the Shakti within as a unified whole rather than an amalgamation of isolated qualities.You have likely felt Shakti's touch in your soul, even if you could not give the resultant feeling a name. When the goddess turns her gaze toward you, she recognizes the potential you embody, and her gift to you is the inspiration that allows you to realize that potential. Shakti exists in all thought, feeling, and matter, which means that you need only act upon your creative impulses to connect with the feminine power that has been a part of you since the universe's conception.